Well, I feel like things are going better than they were last week. It is crazy to look over at my ticker and see that it says there are only three days left!
My appointment last week went well. The doctor said that I was 80% effaced and dilated to a 1+, so that is a little bit of improvement from before. She also stripped my membranes, in the hopes that would help move things along. She encouraged me to do a lot of walking and of course, have s.ex, which is the last thing on my mind. :) At least something I am doing has been paying off, because I lost my mucous plug on Friday. It is really good to know that things are progressing and my body is getting ready.
Part of me just wishes that I would go into labor, but part of me still feels like this has gone by so quickly and that I need to cherish every last minute. I hope that I will have the opportunity to experience pregnancy again in the future, but I know that I can't count on it.
Going forward, I have another appointment this Friday, which is my actual due date. Last week, my doctor told me that they typically won't do an induction until the baby is a week overdue, so hopefully that means no later than a week from this Friday. I have been joking with my family that Jumper is going to wait to be born until then so that she can join our family's September birthday party - between me and two sisters, there are three birthdays within four days (September 10, 12, and 13).
In other news, I just received a really sad phone call while I was typing this post. I got a phone call from K's (J's birthmom) mom, who said she wanted to let me know that K has relapsed on drugs and that she wanted to warn us so that we could take adequate steps to protect our family. We talked for a while, and it broke my heart to hear about the choices that K has made. I have been thinking about her so much lately, and perhaps this is why. Her mom did say several times that she has so much peace knowing that J is with us and part of our family, and it scares her to think about where he would be if K hadn't placed him for adoption. I love J so much, and it is horrible to think of what type of environment he could be living in or what kind of life he could have. I also still have such a love for K for the decision that she made to place J with us...I wish there was something I could do, but I don't think there is anything other than praying for her. At her mom's recommendation, I think that DH and I will likely stop e-mailing K and making a few other changes just to be on the safe side, but we need to talk about it some more.
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Good luck on this home stretch! I had my membranes stripped on a Tuesday (my due date was the following Sunday). I had been dilated to 2 for weeks and 75% effaced for just as long. I was convinced I was never going into labor...I felt NOTHING to lead me to believe it would ever happen. My LO was born the day before his due date :-) Enjoy your wait!
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry to hear about K. Our bm A called her sponser the day we left her state and started her 90 day program the very next day. I pray K has the strength to overcome the drugs and can get the help she needs. I know how you are feeling and know this: doing what's best for J right now is #1. In the end if/when K gets help she will know this and love you even more for it....
ReplyDeleteSo exciting that your just days away! So exciting!
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear about K... that's not fun for anyone. :(
Thinking good thoughts for you. I agree that is terrible news about K. J is lucky to have found to you.
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